New Years Eve was a pretty good time. Janey and I went out with some of our girlfriends to dinner, drinks, dancing. It was a girls only night and we had such a good time. I made out with some guy at New Years, then Janey and our friend Monique also made out with him after that. We probably had a bit too much champagne at that point but it was all in good fun.
Funny story, Violet emailed me and said she was wasted on New Years at some bar and handed out stickers for my blog (yes, I had some stickers made and the few friends that know stick them to things when they travel) to some random dudes and claimed she wrote my blog. She said she was pretty hammered and cannot remember what she told them, but she remembers making the one pull it up on his Blackberry and read a blog entry about Jayson out loud. She is so funny. So if you ran into “me” this week, so sorry, it was Violet being her drunk and silly self.
I am generally not one that makes resolutions based upon some arbitrary date but that might change this year. 2009 was probably the most challenging year I have had thus far. Not to get too Debbie Downer, but between some personal medical problems (I am fine now!), good friend passing away, my breakup with the ex, losing two grandparents, my company not doing well (I took a pay cut a few months ago), my mom & sister’s car accident and my cousin being diagnosed with a cancerous brain tumor things have been a bit difficult emotionally on my end. I am generally pretty good at dealing with things, but when they all come one after the other, it is almost like you cannot grieve for one without the next one coming.
So, saying that, I do believe 2010 will be a better year for my family, my friends and for me. I am looking forward to new experiences and new opportunities. With that, I have made some changes and one might even call them “resolutions.”
I am starting a new job, which should help with financial issues and provide a better outlet for my creative talents. Like most, I am getting back in shape! I’ve already started running more and am starting a new yoga program. The level of booze will be decreasing, the food is getting better and I am going to start taking time out for my emotional self, too.
And… I should be writing and blogging more!
Now, do not think with all these changes that I will be staying in and not living life. In fact, my plan is to be a little less inhibited (but of course, I am safe!) and just to keep exploring my sexuality. I feel that I’ve been a bit repressed most of my early adult life and it is time to explore what I would like, would not like and just try all sorts of new things and people. I am a sexual person, sexual creature. While I am not going out to “slut it up”, I would like to just be who I am without worrying about the relationship, being with someone, or the ramifications that often are attached to women who do like to explore their sexual desires.
So, my amazing readers, hopefully I can keep you amused and entertained in 2010! Happy New Year!
